We're having problems here inside the house. Considering that whatever we have here in the house is part of the family, then I guess I would have to say that what we have in our hands, right now, is a family problem.
I actually don't know when it started, but as far as I can remember, it was way back during when I was very very young. Not the fetus kind of young, just the elementary kind of age.
It was upsetting. I am thankful that I have a strong family, otherwise all of us would fall apart, and we would all breakdown if we would be another family, like the one in 7th Heaven perhaps.
I wouldn't lie to anyone. I am not a strong person, and I can only handle so much. It is stressful every time that this dilemma happens but who are we to do something about it? We're just a normal family of the community. We pay our bills, we pay our taxes, we attend homeowner's association meetings (like bingo, raffle, ballroom parties, et. al.), and we even mingle during our neighbor's children parties.
I guess every person has their limits. I am tired. I want this thing to stop. I want this to end, but it is so overwhelming that sometimes it is the cause of my older sibling's tantrums. Even she couldn't handle the trouble, so who am I to claim that I can solve it.
I want to thank our parents for being supportive regarding this issue. It's all in their brave hearts that we continue to push through with this trial in our lives.
I just wish there's a loophole in this kind of roadblock in this point of our lives.
Putanginang shit kasi bakit ba kasi nagkaganito ang toilet namen, ang laking problema tuloy.